She's bored. She went in ALAMAK
to chat with some guys
She chat with a dozen of guys but then stick to one.
His chat name is "ciNo".
She gave her number to him and they start messaging.
At around 11+ 160507 he ask her to go steady with him.
She accept after knowing him for about a week.
On 250507, she have chalet at East Coast Park.
When she told him that, he said "Me too!".
It was miracle. It was like god wanted them to meet.
They promised around 1. But then the promised time change.
He needed to visit his friend at the hospital.
At last he arrived around 10 not a.m but p.m!
They chat until midnight. When at last her dad called her.
She thought he was cute.
But hasn't fall in love too much with him that day.
They start to build a happy relationship together.
But until one day when he started to show his true colours.
She doesn't like it and felt like breaking up.
But she couldn't.
That was when she realize she really love him so much to let him go!
They promised each other not to break up no matter what happen.
But then, they quarrel for one week and it was the worst!
It just because she runaway with him and get caught.
He was called rapist at his workplace.
He told her this,"I promised not to break up with you,
you are still my gurlfren but i won't love you."
She cried for 2 nights and never sleep for one night.
She gave up and decided to runaway from home.
He doesnt know that she's running away.
Her dad called him to ask him to tell her to go home.
He called her and told her to go home.
She said tht she won't go home until he really loves her.
He said he's sorry.
He just can't believe she'll runaway bcoz of that.
He said if he doesn't love her,
he wont be worried and call her right now.
He told her to go home and call him straight away.
They are back together again!
But there was a worser one.
Her uncles bring him to her house to settle some "things"
After settling "it", her uncle wanted her to break up with him
She cried non-stop. She really don't want it.
But then, he said "I don't wanna disturb her anymore".
She cry even more. She don't accept that.
But she must. And she can't do anything.
When he walked out of the house,
she shouted "ILOVEYOU" to him.
It was quite dramatic.
Since then, her life was so quiet.
She misses him so much!
She sleep with his photo since then.
Hugging his spongebob too.
She even message him everytime without fail.
And tell him how much she love him.
She do not care whether he reply or not.
She just wanted to prove to him that,
she will never broke her promise.
New Year Day...
Out of the blue, she got a message from him.
He wishing her Happy New Year but in a no manners way.
Since then, she message him.
She really want him back in her life.
She did not want to separate with him at all!
Next two days of messaging. It was the night before school reopen.
He wanted to talk to her on the phone.
He said he miss her so much and at last they were together.
But on the same night. He start his stupid attitude towards her.
She felt he just playing tricks on her.
Without thinking. She wanted to kill herself tomorrow.
She told him. He was DAMN fed up and allow her to kill herself.
She cannot believe it but if that is what he want then ,okay.
At around 2 AM, he called her. She was sleeping.
But seeing that he called... She answer without second thoughts.
This is what they chat:
He:Are you sleeping?
She:Hmm hmm.
He:Are you sure you are going to kill yourself tomorrow?
She:Mm [in a agreed tone]
He:You don't love me right?
She:Eu are the one who hate me.
He:I love eu okay!
She:Mm [in a 'whatever' tone]
He:If eu go. What am i going to do here? I will be alone.
She:Do anything you want luhhs. Eu have your friends.
He:I want eu! But now we cannot meet each other. Meet me tomorrow please!
Quietly.Don't tell anyone. I miss you so much! Do not kill yourself tomorrow.
I will wait for you. Make sure you come. You go to sleep now okay. Later at
school you gonna feel tired. Goodnight darling. I love you.
She:Love you too.
The next day, after school, she went to his house and did not even went inside.
They talked as usual and soon, about 45mins later, he asked her to go home.
She refused but he told her that it is for their safety.
So she went home and did not even get a goodbye kiss.
She went in the lift feeling so hurt and thought that that day was the end.
When she reached level 1, she received his message.
He told her to come back to his house.
This time she went in and went to his room, seeing him lying on the bed.
He told her that his life had been so dark the day they separated.
He asked her what should he do to her name on his wall.
She said it is up to him to decide.
Then he start saying about this gurl who plays umbrella song on the piano and send it to him.
He said that girl is so hot and beautiful.
She cried and try to just escape and kill herself.
He let out his whole body from his bed and block her way.
He push her down onto his bed and hugged her.
She push him away and kept on saying "I wanna die now, I wanna die now!"
He hugged her again and kissed her and say, "I'm just playing, I love eu so much!"
She:No eu dont!!!
He: I swear I do!
She cried and he hugged her so tightly and kissed her again.
Since that day onwards , he always wanted to see her .
And it never failed .
She skipped school to meet him ,
And he AWOL to meet her .
About she skipping school is nothing .
But AWOL is A HUGE SOMETHING !
He have been AWOL for more than a week !
1 day AWOL = 3 days in DB .
The last message he gotten from him :
"I've been charge for 40 days . Take care of yourself ok ? I Love You ."
She cried , in school .
Two days after he was charged was Valentine's Day .
She could not handle the atmosphere in school .
People giving and receiving present from their love ones .
She went in and out the toilet , crying .
Two weeks later , she was able to handle without him .
But then she found out from on of his friend ,
that he is charged for 30 days not 40 days .
She meet him soon and hugged him , and cried .
She thought she would be happy with him now .
But , two days later , after school , she met him .
He was in his bad mood since the minute she saw him .
He kept on listening to his MP3 and will not talk to her .
She look at his face , he was SOBBING ?!
but what for ?
She asked him but he said he's having a cold .
She don't believe him and asked again .
But he said it was nothing .
He went to buy cigarette .
He kept quiet AGAIN after that .
She felt something was wrong .
She thought maybe he cried because a girl he loved left him .
She told him that she want to go home since he was behaving like that .
He asked why . She said it was because of him .
Then he started :
He:You, what did I do ? Did I scold you ? No right ?!
She just kept quiet .
He:It is just my luck ! You want to go home ? FINE !
She just sat there not wanting to go home .
He took her bag and pull her to go home .
She said she don't want.
She felt so guilty .
He sat beside her and said :
He:Why are you like this ? I did not do anything right ? What do you want ? Tell me !
She kept quiet .
He:You want to know why I cried ? For your information it is not about relationship okay ! I do not have any other girl , do not worry . It is about my personal life ! My work !
She cried hearing all that .
He:Come , I send you home .
She wanted to go home by herself .
He: Okay , listen , I am being nice to you and you do this to me . You see this pathway ? I want you to go now . And if you think I made so many mistakes towards you , don't ever , I said DON'T EVER turn back and look at me .
She do not want to lose him , so he listen to him .
He:Come , hold my hands , lets go .
She hold his hand and go .
Then he decided to sit down at a place .
He kissed her . He told her not to cry anymore.
Then he hugged her and put his head on her shoulder.
Then , HE CRIED ?!
He:Why did you wait for me when I am in detention barrack ?
She:I love you , that is why .
He:I love you so much ! I am not pretending to cry . I feel happy and lucky to have you .
Do not ever leave me please .
She:I will never leave you .
He cannot stop crying until he next 10 minutes .
Then they head off to the bus stop .
She wipe his tears .
He told her to go home straight .
She realized that he really love her .
But then whole week of quarreling , soon ..
She told him about the guys that have a crush on her.
He went all crazy and said that she is better off with them and forget bout him.
What is FUCKING wrong with him?
She did not even do a thing.
She did not even know them.
Then he start his perangai and sounded exactly like he breaking up with her.
It is damn obvious he don't want her anymore. For a long talk with him on the phone, she didn't even think and told him on the phone this:
She:"What do you want now? Make it fast because I am leaving and don't ever find me"
He:"Where are you going?"
She:"There is no need for you to know since you don't even care bout me."
She just hang up the phone.
She took everything she need and go out taking house key and my brother's phone.
She messaged him:
She:"I'm out. Don't ever find me!"
He reply:"Call me."
She:"What for ? You don't even care!"
He reply:"Call me please. I'm begging you like a beggar!"
She:"I had enough of being hurt! Just let me go!."
She was already next to "shell station" and it was 2a.m!
He reply:"EVERYTIME we fight i gave in, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime you wanted to kill yourself I stop you, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime you ask me to fecth you from school and I did, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime you have problem I helped, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime I will meet you and walk with you eventhough I'm sick, is that what you say I don't love you?"
She did not know what to say. She just didn't reply.
Then he message her again:"If you really want to leave, don't cry when you hear about me again."
She reply:"Do whatever you want to do. Youu never love truely love me."
He reply:"Okay, you win! You know what, I'm being honest now! I care about you!
I love eu! I cannot live without you! You mean everything to me!
You know why i was acting like that just now? It is because hearing that TWO guy
have a crush on you really hurt me and i feel like I am a loser now!
Please! If you love me go home please! Don't make me like this! I love eu Fiqah, I really do!"
Next message.
He said:"I willing to change for you. I willing to do anything for you.
And I willing to stop my rioting and taking drug for you.
My only drug that I can't stop is eu. I Love You."
She called him and they talk things over.
Things got worst after their one year together .
They were on the phone but not talking because she just woke up .
He asked her to say something but she said she was tired and have nothing to talk .
Then he bring up the past and said that whenever he was tired he still talk to her on the phone .
So she try to talk as lively as she could .
But the the phone went silent again .
No one talks . Then it starts .
He:You know what is the meaning of boring ?
Her:Ya ?
He:Do you know that you are so boring ?!
She just kept quiet because she do not want to make things worst .
Then the phone silent again .
Then again ,
He:Talk la !
Her:You talk la .
He:See ? If I scold you a bit you started your behaviour .
Her:Then you like to hurt me so badly .
He:But isn't it the fact ? You ARE BORING !
Her:Then what do you want ?
He:If I want that , I know you won't want it .
Her:What is it ?
He: You know . If I want you won't want .
Her:Break up ?
He:Ya . If I want would you want it too ?
Her:It depends ?
He:Depends on what ?! Now I ask you for a break up , do you want ?
Her:Why ?
He:No need to ask so much , yes or no ?
Her:That means you do not love me anymore . What for I waste my time ?
He:Say whatever you want to say . So how ? Confirm we are over huh ?
She kept quiet until he ask for the 3rd time .
Her:Ya ! Ya !
He:So now we are friends ?
Her:Uh . . .
She slash her wrist and start making weird noises.
He:You ? What the hell happened to you ?!
Her:Nanananana
He:YOU ?!
Her:Hmhmhm
He:What the hell you doing ?!
Her:Nothing , why did you want to break us up ?
He: I have a problem . You will not understand . And one of them is you !
She was crying like hell !
She kept on repeating "I Love You" while she was crying.
He:Do not talk about relationship anymore . I am tired of it . RELATIONSHIP SUCK !
Her:I have one more question about us , please answer .
He:What ?!
Her:Will you find other girl ?
He:I do not even think of finding another one , did not even cross my mind .
Her:If I wait for you but you have another girl , how ?
He:I did not ask you to wait . That is your own decision . Sooner we would find out .
And if we are meant to be together , we would .
Her:Lastly , please be honest . Do you love me ?
He:Only god knows .
Her:Please let me know .
He:No one believe every words came out from me . What for I tell you if you think I am lying ?
Her:Nevermind , I believe whatever you say now .
He:Wait for my death and I will tell you .
They did not talk the whole time .
He:Are you going to sleep ?
Her:No , I can't . Things like this happened and you think I could sleep ?!
He:You want to cry the whole night ?
Her:I don't know .
He:Go to sleep okay ?
Her:I want to talk to you . Please do not hang up .
He:You think I am not working tomorrow huh ?!
Her:Ouh okay . Um , you ?
He:Ya ?
Her:I love you .
The next day he called her when he reached work .
She woke up as soon as possible when she saw he was calling .
They were talking normally .
Then . . .
He:Go and search for other guys if you are lonely .
Her:Never .
He:Do not ever wait for me .
Her:I don't care .
He:Wait if you want to . I am not forcing you .
After they hang up . She message him .
She really want him back .
Message:
Her:Seems like you do not want me back but I do . I love you so much !
He:I do not want to break up with you too . I love you too . Don't break up okay ?
Her:Are you sure ? Do not play with me .
He:I am not joking .
They are really back together !
Now this is her fault !
She was caught smoking in school and she thought Hilman should know about this .
So she message him .
Her:You . Do not be angry . I was caught smoking in school .
He:Eh pukimak eh! I believe you like some kind of dog, You do this behind my back .
Her:I am ready for anything . I know you will not give me anymore chance . I just wanna tell you the truth . I am sorry .
He:Now our story starts here . All this while I have been honest and loyal to you . I never play behind your back .
I gave you too much chance when you lie to me . Why ?! Because I love you so much la .
I am disapointed on your behaviour that never want to change . After I know you , I could realize myself and berubah .
I tried that for the one I loved the second time . But now is the last time I would trust anyone !
She called him .
Her:Do not hang up please !
He:Ehk pukimak! I trusted you and this is what I get ?!
Her:Sorry .
He:Pukimak ! Sial ! Buto ! You are the one who lies . Who did you smoked with ?
Her:My friend .
He:WHO ?!
Her:Hazirah.
He:What are you trying to show huh ? Smoking at school ? You think you are a gangster ? Are you listening ?!
Her:Ya.
He kept quiet and start crying ...
He:Puki! I love you and this is what you do . Come on, stop it! Don't make me like this .
What are you trying to show me ? Do you want to be like me ?
Her:No . I'm sorry . Please don't cry . I am really really sorry !
He:I don't believe you anymore! [still crying]
Her:Im really sorry!
He:Listen, whatever you told me to do, I did. What you told me not to do , I didn't. But why is it so difficult to listen to me ?
Did I teach you to be bad? Moreover, I asked you not to smoke. Change, please.
Her:Im sorry! I won't do it again. Don't cry please.
He:Where are you?
Her:Void deck.
He:Meet me now. I want to meet you.
Her:Please don't take revenge on me because of this.
He:I won't. I want to meet you. If you are with your friends, you will end up smoking.
Her:Alright. I love you.
He:I know. Make it fast.
Before we meet,
He told me to NOT talk about what happened.
He just wanna forget everything that happened.
When we meet. He acted like nothing happened.
He was like himself the whole time and never even scold me.
When he kissed me goodbye, i knew he forgave me for everything.
to chat with some guys
She chat with a dozen of guys but then stick to one.
His chat name is "ciNo".
She gave her number to him and they start messaging.
At around 11+ 160507 he ask her to go steady with him.
She accept after knowing him for about a week.
On 250507, she have chalet at East Coast Park.
When she told him that, he said "Me too!".
It was miracle. It was like god wanted them to meet.
They promised around 1. But then the promised time change.
He needed to visit his friend at the hospital.
At last he arrived around 10 not a.m but p.m!
They chat until midnight. When at last her dad called her.
She thought he was cute.
But hasn't fall in love too much with him that day.
They start to build a happy relationship together.
But until one day when he started to show his true colours.
She doesn't like it and felt like breaking up.
But she couldn't.
That was when she realize she really love him so much to let him go!
They promised each other not to break up no matter what happen.
But then, they quarrel for one week and it was the worst!
It just because she runaway with him and get caught.
He was called rapist at his workplace.
He told her this,"I promised not to break up with you,
you are still my gurlfren but i won't love you."
She cried for 2 nights and never sleep for one night.
She gave up and decided to runaway from home.
He doesnt know that she's running away.
Her dad called him to ask him to tell her to go home.
He called her and told her to go home.
She said tht she won't go home until he really loves her.
He said he's sorry.
He just can't believe she'll runaway bcoz of that.
He said if he doesn't love her,
he wont be worried and call her right now.
He told her to go home and call him straight away.
They are back together again!
But there was a worser one.
Her uncles bring him to her house to settle some "things"
After settling "it", her uncle wanted her to break up with him
She cried non-stop. She really don't want it.
But then, he said "I don't wanna disturb her anymore".
She cry even more. She don't accept that.
But she must. And she can't do anything.
When he walked out of the house,
she shouted "ILOVEYOU" to him.
It was quite dramatic.
Since then, her life was so quiet.
She misses him so much!
She sleep with his photo since then.
Hugging his spongebob too.
She even message him everytime without fail.
And tell him how much she love him.
She do not care whether he reply or not.
She just wanted to prove to him that,
she will never broke her promise.
New Year Day...
Out of the blue, she got a message from him.
He wishing her Happy New Year but in a no manners way.
Since then, she message him.
She really want him back in her life.
She did not want to separate with him at all!
Next two days of messaging. It was the night before school reopen.
He wanted to talk to her on the phone.
He said he miss her so much and at last they were together.
But on the same night. He start his stupid attitude towards her.
She felt he just playing tricks on her.
Without thinking. She wanted to kill herself tomorrow.
She told him. He was DAMN fed up and allow her to kill herself.
She cannot believe it but if that is what he want then ,okay.
At around 2 AM, he called her. She was sleeping.
But seeing that he called... She answer without second thoughts.
This is what they chat:
He:Are you sleeping?
She:Hmm hmm.
He:Are you sure you are going to kill yourself tomorrow?
She:Mm [in a agreed tone]
He:You don't love me right?
She:Eu are the one who hate me.
He:I love eu okay!
She:Mm [in a 'whatever' tone]
He:If eu go. What am i going to do here? I will be alone.
She:Do anything you want luhhs. Eu have your friends.
He:I want eu! But now we cannot meet each other. Meet me tomorrow please!
Quietly.Don't tell anyone. I miss you so much! Do not kill yourself tomorrow.
I will wait for you. Make sure you come. You go to sleep now okay. Later at
school you gonna feel tired. Goodnight darling. I love you.
She:Love you too.
The next day, after school, she went to his house and did not even went inside.
They talked as usual and soon, about 45mins later, he asked her to go home.
She refused but he told her that it is for their safety.
So she went home and did not even get a goodbye kiss.
She went in the lift feeling so hurt and thought that that day was the end.
When she reached level 1, she received his message.
He told her to come back to his house.
This time she went in and went to his room, seeing him lying on the bed.
He told her that his life had been so dark the day they separated.
He asked her what should he do to her name on his wall.
She said it is up to him to decide.
Then he start saying about this gurl who plays umbrella song on the piano and send it to him.
He said that girl is so hot and beautiful.
She cried and try to just escape and kill herself.
He let out his whole body from his bed and block her way.
He push her down onto his bed and hugged her.
She push him away and kept on saying "I wanna die now, I wanna die now!"
He hugged her again and kissed her and say, "I'm just playing, I love eu so much!"
She:No eu dont!!!
He: I swear I do!
She cried and he hugged her so tightly and kissed her again.
Since that day onwards , he always wanted to see her .
And it never failed .
She skipped school to meet him ,
And he AWOL to meet her .
About she skipping school is nothing .
But AWOL is A HUGE SOMETHING !
He have been AWOL for more than a week !
1 day AWOL = 3 days in DB .
The last message he gotten from him :
"I've been charge for 40 days . Take care of yourself ok ? I Love You ."
She cried , in school .
Two days after he was charged was Valentine's Day .
She could not handle the atmosphere in school .
People giving and receiving present from their love ones .
She went in and out the toilet , crying .
Two weeks later , she was able to handle without him .
But then she found out from on of his friend ,
that he is charged for 30 days not 40 days .
She meet him soon and hugged him , and cried .
She thought she would be happy with him now .
But , two days later , after school , she met him .
He was in his bad mood since the minute she saw him .
He kept on listening to his MP3 and will not talk to her .
She look at his face , he was SOBBING ?!
but what for ?
She asked him but he said he's having a cold .
She don't believe him and asked again .
But he said it was nothing .
He went to buy cigarette .
He kept quiet AGAIN after that .
She felt something was wrong .
She thought maybe he cried because a girl he loved left him .
She told him that she want to go home since he was behaving like that .
He asked why . She said it was because of him .
Then he started :
He:You, what did I do ? Did I scold you ? No right ?!
She just kept quiet .
He:It is just my luck ! You want to go home ? FINE !
She just sat there not wanting to go home .
He took her bag and pull her to go home .
She said she don't want.
She felt so guilty .
He sat beside her and said :
He:Why are you like this ? I did not do anything right ? What do you want ? Tell me !
She kept quiet .
He:You want to know why I cried ? For your information it is not about relationship okay ! I do not have any other girl , do not worry . It is about my personal life ! My work !
She cried hearing all that .
He:Come , I send you home .
She wanted to go home by herself .
He: Okay , listen , I am being nice to you and you do this to me . You see this pathway ? I want you to go now . And if you think I made so many mistakes towards you , don't ever , I said DON'T EVER turn back and look at me .
She do not want to lose him , so he listen to him .
He:Come , hold my hands , lets go .
She hold his hand and go .
Then he decided to sit down at a place .
He kissed her . He told her not to cry anymore.
Then he hugged her and put his head on her shoulder.
Then , HE CRIED ?!
He:Why did you wait for me when I am in detention barrack ?
She:I love you , that is why .
He:I love you so much ! I am not pretending to cry . I feel happy and lucky to have you .
Do not ever leave me please .
She:I will never leave you .
He cannot stop crying until he next 10 minutes .
Then they head off to the bus stop .
She wipe his tears .
He told her to go home straight .
She realized that he really love her .
But then whole week of quarreling , soon ..
She told him about the guys that have a crush on her.
He went all crazy and said that she is better off with them and forget bout him.
What is FUCKING wrong with him?
She did not even do a thing.
She did not even know them.
Then he start his perangai and sounded exactly like he breaking up with her.
It is damn obvious he don't want her anymore. For a long talk with him on the phone, she didn't even think and told him on the phone this:
She:"What do you want now? Make it fast because I am leaving and don't ever find me"
He:"Where are you going?"
She:"There is no need for you to know since you don't even care bout me."
She just hang up the phone.
She took everything she need and go out taking house key and my brother's phone.
She messaged him:
She:"I'm out. Don't ever find me!"
He reply:"Call me."
She:"What for ? You don't even care!"
He reply:"Call me please. I'm begging you like a beggar!"
She:"I had enough of being hurt! Just let me go!."
She was already next to "shell station" and it was 2a.m!
He reply:"EVERYTIME we fight i gave in, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime you wanted to kill yourself I stop you, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime you ask me to fecth you from school and I did, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime you have problem I helped, is that what you say I don't love you?
Everytime I will meet you and walk with you eventhough I'm sick, is that what you say I don't love you?"
She did not know what to say. She just didn't reply.
Then he message her again:"If you really want to leave, don't cry when you hear about me again."
She reply:"Do whatever you want to do. Youu never love truely love me."
He reply:"Okay, you win! You know what, I'm being honest now! I care about you!
I love eu! I cannot live without you! You mean everything to me!
You know why i was acting like that just now? It is because hearing that TWO guy
have a crush on you really hurt me and i feel like I am a loser now!
Please! If you love me go home please! Don't make me like this! I love eu Fiqah, I really do!"
Next message.
He said:"I willing to change for you. I willing to do anything for you.
And I willing to stop my rioting and taking drug for you.
My only drug that I can't stop is eu. I Love You."
She called him and they talk things over.
Things got worst after their one year together .
They were on the phone but not talking because she just woke up .
He asked her to say something but she said she was tired and have nothing to talk .
Then he bring up the past and said that whenever he was tired he still talk to her on the phone .
So she try to talk as lively as she could .
But the the phone went silent again .
No one talks . Then it starts .
He:You know what is the meaning of boring ?
Her:Ya ?
He:Do you know that you are so boring ?!
She just kept quiet because she do not want to make things worst .
Then the phone silent again .
Then again ,
He:Talk la !
Her:You talk la .
He:See ? If I scold you a bit you started your behaviour .
Her:Then you like to hurt me so badly .
He:But isn't it the fact ? You ARE BORING !
Her:Then what do you want ?
He:If I want that , I know you won't want it .
Her:What is it ?
He: You know . If I want you won't want .
Her:Break up ?
He:Ya . If I want would you want it too ?
Her:It depends ?
He:Depends on what ?! Now I ask you for a break up , do you want ?
Her:Why ?
He:No need to ask so much , yes or no ?
Her:That means you do not love me anymore . What for I waste my time ?
He:Say whatever you want to say . So how ? Confirm we are over huh ?
She kept quiet until he ask for the 3rd time .
Her:Ya ! Ya !
He:So now we are friends ?
Her:Uh . . .
She slash her wrist and start making weird noises.
He:You ? What the hell happened to you ?!
Her:Nanananana
He:YOU ?!
Her:Hmhmhm
He:What the hell you doing ?!
Her:Nothing , why did you want to break us up ?
He: I have a problem . You will not understand . And one of them is you !
She was crying like hell !
She kept on repeating "I Love You" while she was crying.
He:Do not talk about relationship anymore . I am tired of it . RELATIONSHIP SUCK !
Her:I have one more question about us , please answer .
He:What ?!
Her:Will you find other girl ?
He:I do not even think of finding another one , did not even cross my mind .
Her:If I wait for you but you have another girl , how ?
He:I did not ask you to wait . That is your own decision . Sooner we would find out .
And if we are meant to be together , we would .
Her:Lastly , please be honest . Do you love me ?
He:Only god knows .
Her:Please let me know .
He:No one believe every words came out from me . What for I tell you if you think I am lying ?
Her:Nevermind , I believe whatever you say now .
He:Wait for my death and I will tell you .
They did not talk the whole time .
He:Are you going to sleep ?
Her:No , I can't . Things like this happened and you think I could sleep ?!
He:You want to cry the whole night ?
Her:I don't know .
He:Go to sleep okay ?
Her:I want to talk to you . Please do not hang up .
He:You think I am not working tomorrow huh ?!
Her:Ouh okay . Um , you ?
He:Ya ?
Her:I love you .
The next day he called her when he reached work .
She woke up as soon as possible when she saw he was calling .
They were talking normally .
Then . . .
He:Go and search for other guys if you are lonely .
Her:Never .
He:Do not ever wait for me .
Her:I don't care .
He:Wait if you want to . I am not forcing you .
After they hang up . She message him .
She really want him back .
Message:
Her:Seems like you do not want me back but I do . I love you so much !
He:I do not want to break up with you too . I love you too . Don't break up okay ?
Her:Are you sure ? Do not play with me .
He:I am not joking .
They are really back together !
Now this is her fault !
She was caught smoking in school and she thought Hilman should know about this .
So she message him .
Her:You . Do not be angry . I was caught smoking in school .
He:Eh pukimak eh! I believe you like some kind of dog, You do this behind my back .
Her:I am ready for anything . I know you will not give me anymore chance . I just wanna tell you the truth . I am sorry .
He:Now our story starts here . All this while I have been honest and loyal to you . I never play behind your back .
I gave you too much chance when you lie to me . Why ?! Because I love you so much la .
I am disapointed on your behaviour that never want to change . After I know you , I could realize myself and berubah .
I tried that for the one I loved the second time . But now is the last time I would trust anyone !
She called him .
Her:Do not hang up please !
He:Ehk pukimak! I trusted you and this is what I get ?!
Her:Sorry .
He:Pukimak ! Sial ! Buto ! You are the one who lies . Who did you smoked with ?
Her:My friend .
He:WHO ?!
Her:Hazirah.
He:What are you trying to show huh ? Smoking at school ? You think you are a gangster ? Are you listening ?!
Her:Ya.
He kept quiet and start crying ...
He:Puki! I love you and this is what you do . Come on, stop it! Don't make me like this .
What are you trying to show me ? Do you want to be like me ?
Her:No . I'm sorry . Please don't cry . I am really really sorry !
He:I don't believe you anymore! [still crying]
Her:Im really sorry!
He:Listen, whatever you told me to do, I did. What you told me not to do , I didn't. But why is it so difficult to listen to me ?
Did I teach you to be bad? Moreover, I asked you not to smoke. Change, please.
Her:Im sorry! I won't do it again. Don't cry please.
He:Where are you?
Her:Void deck.
He:Meet me now. I want to meet you.
Her:Please don't take revenge on me because of this.
He:I won't. I want to meet you. If you are with your friends, you will end up smoking.
Her:Alright. I love you.
He:I know. Make it fast.
Before we meet,
He told me to NOT talk about what happened.
He just wanna forget everything that happened.
When we meet. He acted like nothing happened.
He was like himself the whole time and never even scold me.
When he kissed me goodbye, i knew he forgave me for everything.
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